Wednesday, December 28, 2005

...sundan mo ang paghimig na lulan ang aking pinagtatanto

LSS..haay...



Thursday, December 15, 2005

home sweet home! haay...

now i can have all the sleep schoolwork has robbed me of all vacation long!

now i can use the phone all vacation long!

now i can go anywhere without having to worry about school all vacation long!

plus i can eat whatever i please without having to shell out money! all vacation long!!!

now i can go online anytime all vacation long!

now i have more time to bond with my family and doggie all vacation long!

..........all of these ALL VACATION LONG. that's the problem.

but who cares?! at least i was given that much time to do all of those.

right now i am busy uploading tons of pics that were pending for quite a while now....yes they're a bit out of date already but im sure my friends would still enjoy looking at them. (sory for the delay...i really have no time)

ironically, this past week was all fun for me! never mind the sleepless nights of studying...i really had so much fun bonding with my blockmates and everything...taking loads of pictures anywhere you can imagine...talking just about everything, from politics to _ _ taract and chong and perds! plus "teddy" of mr. bean! *hihi* you guys jst don't know how fun it is to spend time with you! ^_^



Saturday, December 03, 2005

its late noon and i haven't eaten since this morning....not a single bread crumb. and i don't even feel hungry.

i really can't seem to figure out how to manage the emotional stress i'm going through...or maybe i just tend to ignore those who try to help me. but how the hell do you get through all this alone?! coz that's what i want to try...i don't want any help, although i need it badly. someone to listen might be just enough, no advice. i won't use it anyway....

i think i need some Rune power here....seriously.





Friday, December 02, 2005

sitting in front of the pc for more than 5 hours is not nice...im telling you...

not eating for half a day is not good...

doing stat homework for 4 hrs is not at all...well...nice

ranting about anything and everything is a bad sign....


but then again.....


i don't like the idea of not going home for almost a month now...

i don't like cramming anymore....

i don't like the anger im feeling...because of people who exert so much effort...senseless effort... just to ruin another person's life


yet....


i love the experinece of not sleeping for more than 24 hrs...












gutom na ko....