Saturday, November 26, 2005

THE BEST REALIZATION

this must be the weirdest thing in my entire life...to realize that i have long been pretentious about almost evrything. well, if not pretentious, a bit irresponsible. if you don't get the picture, forget it. don't dare ask me either coz you'll never get better explanation than the one above. all i know is that i'll never try to become mature even if time would allow me to. maturity pops unconsciously. i hate people who try to be mature when all they can brag about their lives are material things, and achievements. nothing more. im not trying to pick on anyone about this. just a thought. i hope it isn't bad. i know it isn't. if anyone reacts on this, im sure it hit that person through the veins.

if anyone could only read my mind right now, that someone should dare not pity me, although it would be the most definite reaction i could get. but then again the possibility of having someone pity me may be a bit acceptable. but what if it is the last thing i need right now? coz that's how im feeling. i feel so angry and impatient. everything feels inappropriate for me. seems like nothing's in their proper places. i myself feels lost. but i hope after i push that publish button i would be able to realize everything i want to. because nobody can help me on this.



Wednesday, November 23, 2005

...too busy these past few days to think of anything to put in here...and my brain's not working well right now...pardon me
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i miss our school bell...the original one...the one that kept people screaming in shock haha! but the recent one's cute! Merri Christmas!
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and i just did post something huh? hay nako...i told you my brain's not in good condition...



i think its the benzene ring?

or that tarsier move by our deer professor..."they HUG the tree" <---with 5-6 accent...

or this poor crocodile in Manila zoo...


see the poor guy's forelimb and tail?


yes people. it is dead.

i don't wanna mention its name...but it is local. goodness.

and they have the guts to still show it to everybody...

actually it wasn't the only problem we saw back there....there were huge sugns that say "Huwag Pakainin" and you'll see all sorts of plastic wrappers and bottles floating on the "wishing pond" where many fishes are swimming and a poor sheep who looked a lot like a shaved fellah with tattered rags hanging on its body...











sad but real and true...

Habang Atin Ang Gabi
by Southborder

Sumapit man ang dilim
Hindi mangangamba
Magkakanlong sa dilim
Hindi nag-iisa
Dahil kapiling ka ooh
Lumalim man ang gabi
Hindi mahihimbing
Aabangan ang buwan
Habang binibilang ang mga bituin

REFRAIN:
Ang luha at dahas
Ng nagdaang umaga
Sa lambong ng gabi
Tila naglaho na
May luha at dahas
Sa darating na bukas
Ngunit habang gabi
Walang mababakas ooh

CHORUS:
Yakapin mo ako
Habang ating ang gabi/mundo
(Habang atin ang...ooh...)
Paglipas ng magdamag
Hindi malulumbay
Dahil buong magdamag
Tayong dal'wa sinta
Nangarap ng sabay

(Repeat REFRAIN)
(Repeat CHORUS 2 times)

CODA:
Yakapin mo ako
Habang atin ang gabi



Saturday, November 12, 2005

ENG Night...we were there. an all hyper event worth P30...not bad for a nyt's jamming with Akafellas, Mojofly, Sugarfree, Hale, and Rivermaya and a pack of Pinoy Big Brother- fanatics- i- am -not- really- sure professors and students. they made all sorts of spoofs out of the poor title of the show...CHEnoy Big Bro for Chem Eng peeps, Pinoy Big PAPA for whoever peeps i can't recall. just try imagining your own professor portraying Uma doing cheerdance stunts u won't..well... imagine. yet, its a good sign they kno how to have fun. But the Akafellas were so awesome! it was the first tym i was able to watch them and now i know wy Pen is going nuts over Carl (did i get that right?)..he's so damn good. not to mention that LaSallian guy hahahaaha! naku fan nako! Ebe <--first name basis<< was nice...well i knew my fellow Orglab peeps would definitely enjoy Sugarfree that night coz of him...hahahaahaha! i wasn't able to catch Rivermaya though coz of backaches i got from standing all nyt...and an appointment...hahahahhahahaha!

Fridays are always great for me...Friday is my favorite day.

-isang tama, sampung mistakes...=>



Saturday, November 05, 2005

EK day yesterday for the block! i enjoyed the whole thing though we didn't get to ride all coz of huge bunch of peeps from wherever plus approximately 10 buses of field trippers (hehe). there were 12 of us present...raz, misch, eka, angel, bhi, zyh, roms, ralph, mon, denz, robert. we were so excited that we started cracking jokes at the queue outside (for tickets)...then there's this old lady who shouted unexpectedly...wahahaha! we're not annoying, we're just plain excited...wahahahaha! had real blast especially in rio grande...i was literally wet from mid body down...well not only me...my poor bag got its first ever bath...not only with filthy water from the ride...but also with coke...sh*t. to think i didn't bring extras...wahahahaha! loved the space shuttle! thanks to raz for forcing me to ride the frontmost part...gawd...it was double the fun! minus the height scare..if u know what i mean. i loved the whole day except for one personal thing..sayang...

a glimpse of our EK adventure...(more at http://picturetrail.com/lovelei)



...yet i got home sad...had few realizations. i don't know. and because of this i guess i can't keep up to my old persona anymore...i won't try. maybe this is just right. i deserve this. i guess these realizations can help me somehow, or even bigtime...